there's something going freaking wrong between mie and my sister. she just can't stop critisizing mie. she will treat mie fucking good when she need my help. what the fuck does she want from me? i dont understand. we even canot share secret. are we still sisters? does she treat me as a sister? i don't wan to have this unhappiness in my life. :(
i fucking lost. i dont know what to do already.
friends!! kill me or console. dont leave me alone!!

when out at around 3 dan meeting shirley al bedok but saw keegan instead. dan wait for shirley together dan to cityhall to wait for jocelyn, fumin and xuefang. they was late damn long. hahas dan keegan left first. dan when they reached, we took another train to somerset dan walk to cineleisure. we were all drenched. lols and all half-body drenched. hahs we went to watch marley and me is a nice movie seriously. rated 4.5/5

lols. school was bored cause no kat around. BUT school was fun cause xue fang is around. lols and shirley?? and jovi? and haniz!!! hahahs i got 8/30 for my CRN i must buck up man. this is gonna kill mie. how could i get so low for my test paper. i am the clever-est person in the world man.!!!!!! after school. went to smoke with haniz. dan back to school again dan chat chat about him** dan haniz went home. left with mie, xue fang and shirley. dan we saw jackson. dan he went back to dont know where to get his bag and stuff dan come down again to chit chat. lols.
dan jin hui come and fetch mie dan we went to eat dan he went mie to tampines swimming complex to swim with xue fang. we enjoyed ourself them much. hahas smsed shirley, jovi and jazz but none wanna join us. nobody get to see my xue fang's sexy body except for mie. i feel so blessed. lols xue fang is damn sexy. hahs after that xuefang accompanied mie go whitesand and treated mie a curry' O from old chang kee. lols everything taste so nice when you are so hungry anyway thanks for the curry'O hhas. dan we went to a new opened restaurant to queue up to be sitted for my mother and friends as well as the irritating sister. lols dan while waiting to be sitted. i saaw penny tan. OMG i miss her so much. hahas dan not long later there are sits available so we went to sit down. dan while waiting for my mother they all to come we took some photo but xue fang haven upload so i can't upload cause all photos in her phone lols damn sians dan couldn't finish my meal cause the portion was damn bloody big. i am bloated till now. lols really damn full. now at home. boring. hahas
xue fan is damn fking sexy! trust mie. marry her and you will he enjoying your life on bed forever.

hahas. i am damn high today. baby told mie he will wait for mie. lols today went to to school early to study with kat for CRN test, reached school dan went to cafe to wait for kat, jackson and company. dan kat eat ban mian. lols i studying BUT nothing goes into my head. lols im having a bad headache this morning maybe the weather too cold?? brain freeze?? lols. after kat eat finish jackson they all left dan we go look for a nice and clean toilet to smoke but non is clean. lols dan we decided to go outside school to smoke lols. sit down there until dont know what time. dan sawa shirley, dan abas dan jazz dan smoke dan into the school!! hahs the test wasn;t difficult at all. is damn easy but i have flunk it. lols. did i see jovi and xue fang??? can't rmb hahs.
after CRN we had our OFC. almost the whole period we are talking about how are we going to spend our march holis with the whole class.. wasn't it cool. hahs is like it's not even exam period they already think about something after exams. lols hahs.
motivator is getting handsome-er and handsome-er each they. hahs OMG!!
after OFC. went lunch with shirley, kat, xue fang, jovi and haniz. something funny happen between mie and darling kat. but dont tell you lols while buying food, black out. whle eating, black out. dan continue to eat black out again. hahas is like eat 1 meal black out 3 times in a row lols.
skipped OSA with kat actually going to TM walk walk but when at interchange, kat suddenly went up the bus dan go home. I AM STUNNED!!. LOLS da ask baby come fetch mie dan we went slack dan go back school for SBM. it's raining. lols went to eat the malay fish soup. is damn nice cause full of MSG lols. lols
went to fetch my mother after that. dan i saw RAINBOW. is damn nice. it's been so long since last saw rainbows.

went to sing k yesterday with the same companies shirley, kat, dandan, xue fang and myself. jovi wasn't there. we were really crazy lurh. lols. after sing k on the way back to bedok interchange was unforgettable. i laugh until stomach cramp. lols bought roti pratas back home for my sister.
im broke for the month. was in loved with another song. its a song from jazz's blog. although i dont understand the meaning but still think its nice. recommended!!!
thanks eunicia and chicken friend for being there when im sad. thanks for comforting mie!

baby not again please! i tot the stuff is already settled? you claim that you are tired. baby im tired too.

(ne shimjangi ne sarangi mumchoolgut gattado)
na jigeum apa yuleena soomdo mot shiwo
mungdeun gaseumeun ni ileumman wechuh
I can't believe that it's over
nuhlaneun yuhja namjaehgeh motjwo
ne sarangeun dan harudo mot shwiuh
ne gaseumeun nuh ubtshineun mot ddwiuh
nuh ubtshineun mwul halsoo eetgessuh
I can't believe that it's over
I can't never let you go
That's why you got to know
jichuh sseuluhjil ddehggahji na sarangeul wonhago
ijen jebal nal sarang hejwo
hanabbooneen Girlfriend, Let's begin
dashi shijakheh 'Till the end
* nul saranghe sewuli jinado
nul saranghe sesangi byunhandedo
daleun nugudo nul deshin halsoo ubtsuh
nuhdo algoitjana
ne sarangeun dan harudo mot shiwuh
nuh ubshi nan han soongando mot sala
niga issuhyahman nan soomeul shiwun
yungwonhi unjeggajina saranghe
P-L-E-A-S-E
ne sarangeun Emergency
dolawa Give me one more chance to me
oolin ddeuhnelsoo ubneun Man to be
(x2)
jebal suntekheh Make it Hot
ooli sarangi boolta buligeh
nuleul mot boneun gut boda
chalali dambelul ggeutneungeh pyunheh
ijen jebal nal sarang hejwo
hanabbooneen Girlfriend, Let's begin
dashi shijakheh 'Till the end

* nul saranghe sewuli jinado
(ne shimjangi ne sarangi mumchoolgut gattado)
na jigeum apa yuleena soomdo mot shiwo
mungdeun gaseumeun ni ileumman wechuh
I can't believe that it's over
nuhlaneun yuhja namjaehgeh motjwo
ne sarangeun dan harudo mot shwiuh
ne gaseumeun nuh ubtshineun mot ddwiuh
nuh ubtshineun mwul halsoo eetgessuh
I can't believe that it's over
I can't never let you go
That's why you got to know
jichuh sseuluhjil ddehggahji na sarangeul wonhago
ijen jebal nal sarang hejwo
hanabbooneen Girlfriend, Let's begin
dashi shijakheh 'Till the end
* nul saranghe sewuli jinado
nul saranghe sesangi byunhandedo
daleun nugudo nul deshin halsoo ubtsuh
nuhdo algoitjana
ne sarangeun dan harudo mot shiwuh
nuh ubshi nan han soongando mot sala
niga issuhyahman nan soomeul shiwun
yungwonhi unjeggajina saranghe
P-L-E-A-S-E
ne sarangeun Emergency
dolawa Give me one more chance to me
oolin ddeuhnelsoo ubneun Man to be
(x2)
jebal suntekheh Make it Hot
ooli sarangi boolta buligeh
nuleul mot boneun gut boda
chalali dambelul ggeutneungeh pyunheh
ijen jebal nal sarang hejwo
hanabbooneen Girlfriend, Let's begin
dashi shijakheh 'Till the end
* nul saranghe sewuli jinado
nul saranghe sesangi byunhandedo
daleun nugudo nul deshin halsoo ubtsuh
nuhdo algoitjana
ne sarangeun dan harudo mot shiwuh
nuh ubshi nan han soongando mot sala
niga issuhyahman nan soomeul shiwun
yungwonhi unjeggajina saranghe
shimjangi mumchoolgut gatado (x2)
ne sarang nuhwa idero (x2)
gomawuh nal saranghe jwosuh
gomawun nal ootgeh hehjwosuh
(ne shimjangi ne sarangi mumchoolgut gattado)
naeh nooni anin neh gaseumeulo haneun mal
unjeggaji na nul saranghe
shibnyuni jinado
geudeh bameul bichooneun juh byulchulum
dashi hanbun teuhnaduhlado
geuluhkeh nan geuhdemaneul saranghe~
Back Back, I want it back
himi dwel sarangeul jikyuhjwo
You You You got to know
nuhmaneul wiheh I need you love

It's Shirley Teo Xue Li's birthday. i missing her already. was damn tired. but dont feel like sleeping. all thanks to jazz's offline server's o2jam. it's killing mie. wanted to ask how do i used it but i realize i can actually figure out myself. lols so why bother other people. ever since i clip up my fringe, i realize i become clever. hahas it might be i think too much but i really think so. hahas o2jam was really something man it can prevent mie from sleeping. im gonna teach jovi how to play it tml. hahas hope she wont be angry with. i\she know what i mean. really dont angry with mie please. It's CRN roleplay test today. i memorise my script when i was sleeping. as it is too stress i kept on dreaming that i am reading my script. dan in the morning i realize i can memorise the whole script. it is the same old story again like the previous OFC test, when i heard gayathri's voice i dont know why i cannot stop laughing. If im not im nt wrong, i remember seeing teacher taking the paper and edit my point. how can i stop laughing. i am a total failure... have to reach school tml at 8.00am. lols can i wake up?? i must wake up. hahas
feel like go k-ing tml again man. hahas egg egg sing song is damn nice and the girls are high and shy. im starting to love my subject in ite. because i think im clever.
i shall end here today as i wanna continue my o2jamming. hahas
-HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY TEO XUE LI
-O2JAM ROCK
-PISAI, GUANSAI, JORENE, JOLINE, MEIMEI, SHARRON I MISS YOU ALL

16th february 2009,MONDAY-
today skipped the first lesson which is SBM. had lunch with ket,shirey,jovi and xuefang. was very fun today hahas. really have fun. lols. jovi, xuefang and i have decided to go and sing k tml. hahas will ask shirley and kat along. dont know whether they will follow. hahas.
when reach home, went to my aunty house to have dinner. lols ethan was here once again. hahs he is the son of my cousin. he is cute i swear. lols hahas

this is ETHAN when he is 2 days old
this was him when he is 1 year plus old

14th february 2009,SATURDAY (valentine's day)
it was valentine's day. had i lil tiff with baby in the morning dan met in the afternoon. dan head to kallang leisure park, we had nihon mura for our lunch. lols dan went to the arcade to try our luck in 'fishing' for toy. spent 20 bicks there but nothing was 'fished'. lols dan went to slack actually wanna watch movie but i think watch movie is abit waste of time and money unless there is horror movie or what. lols so we slack hahas dan at night went to tampines 'pasar malam' to walk walk buy things hahas. we bought alot of things. i bought pink and white tutu quey. ahhas and 3 pair of socks as i start to realize my foots stink everytim i reach home. hahas it's time to buy socks. lols. and "SHARKFINS" dan go home. although the programme is abit 'sian' but is really fun with baby around lols.
the socks i bought.
my sister. lols purposely choose this phto because she look like monster. lols

13rd february 2009, FRIDAY-
took cab to school , meet kat outside school dan went to pasir ris polyclinic to get MC as well as to see my asthma also. asthma is really killing mie lols ket waited for mie for very long until she cant wait dan she leave. hahas left mie dan after finish seeing doctor ans was like 2+ hours later dan baby come and fetch me. dan went to mummy there and slack. after her work. she accompanied mie to TM to buy present for baby for valentine's day hahas. it was damn bloody tiring lols.

12nd february 2009, THURSDAY-
im loving my class more and more. even the big boobs?? hahas. especially jovi, xuefang, shirley, kath and HANIZ. went to X-country last thursday. hahas was damn bloddy fun because none of us(except for some) run for the X-country. we was playing see-saw all the way. isn't fun?? hahas this makes mie think of when i was young i used to play see-saw below my house with my sister and cousin. oh so sweet. hahas but the difference between young and now is that when we are young, we usually play see-saw nicely up-down-up-down. but when we are older, we played see-saw violantly. hahas i admit maybe i am the only 1 that is playing violantly but i know everyone enjoys it right?? hahas it goes UP-DOWN-and never goes up again. hahas(OB hope your guys understand what i am saying.) lols during the see-saw. the whole class is like giving birth. lols. or only i am like giving birth because for some reason we have to use alot of strength to play it. so we have to PUSH, PUSH, PUSH. lols thats all for the see-saw part.
after X-country, almost the whole class went to tm together hahahas. we had our lunch at KFC lols. we go shop shop dan dan went to neet nadrah they all dan go jovi house with yvonne and xuefang w played uno, stress, dirty germs, ah 10and so so. lols dan baby come and fetch mie. dan we go slack slack dan go fetch mummy dan dan we fetch jie jie dan we and eat. lolss dan go home. by the time i reach home, im am stinking like HELL. seriously hahas
let mie introduce some of them to you:
this is mie and the DINOSAUR!
mie and haniz

Is like finally for the whole of the day im not seeing the big saggy boobs for the whole of estimated 3 hours. hahas mie and the girls are so HIGH when she is not around. hahas but till now i still really dont understand why i hate her so much. might be the first impression wasn't good. hahas me, xue fang, jovi and lena spend our 2 hours somewhat doing our OFC project awhile and gossip, play and laugh for the rest of the time. hahas is fun spending time with them without the big saggy boobs. hahahhas dan OSA. today learn new stuff. hehs. new stuff was fun also. hope i wont get lost again. lols after school mie, xue fang, shirley and kat went to cafe 2 for lunch ahahs with those malays girls. hehs by the time mie, xue fang and kat finish Q-ing for our tom yum soup, the rest have already fiish their food. hahas but nvm still got the kind shirley to accompany us. hehs after eating dan we talk talk awhile dan go to the bus stop. shirlay's bus came first. dan baby come and fetch mie and kat dan he send kat to eastpoint dan xue fang slowly walk to the bus stop with bus 12. after that i went to mummy's office to play. cause i miss her so much. hehs there is this indian boy sarvinjeat. hahas he is cute but damn naughty. he is scary. he wet to use a black permenant marker to draw on himself. lols. dan he go around to beat people. but naughty children like him is always cute like angels hehs.
tml is a long long long day. have to sleep early in order not to yawn in class. hahas. im already missing the girls. hahas see you guys tml and will start to update my blog again. hahas mmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrkkkkkkkkkkkkkssssssssss!!!