damn it.
didn't make it to hyekal's school to have fun.
stayed at home to do household chores when everybody is having fun. :(
i just hate doing these jobs!! not because im lazy or what, but everytime i do my sister sure got something to comment about. she is just so nagging worst dan my mother. even my mother never give compliment. she so good so come and do la. i swear i wont do anyof that anymore. even though everybody is not free. im not gonna touch those stuff ANYMORE!!i also wan ballons.
my quite confuse now.
happy, excited, angry, frustrated, fear, sad, lonely
-i fear, everybody will be damn bored tml
-i fear, it might rain
-i fear, the food/ drinks are not enough
-i fear, there will be not enough place for everybody to sit down
-i fear, everybody dont know how to come
-i fear, my eyes will swell tml
-im excited, my birthday celebration tml
-im happy, it's the first time with lot of people
-im sad, he didn't feel like reply my sms
-im frustrated, my parrot cannot stop chirping
-im frustrated, nobody praise me for the hardwork i've done today for the family
-im angry, my eyes is so pain
-im angry, my parrot is so noisy
-im lonely, i am home alone again. (my father go friend house, mother at aunty house playing mahjong, sister working)
*i shall drink more water
*i shall sleep early
*i shall keep in a damn high mood with some liquor
*i shall make myself high too
*i shall bring my tamagotchi along
*i shall pray that it wont rain please
*i shall only feel happy from now till forever
exam is coming. i seriously have to study for it. i wan to go higher nitec. no more failing for mie, n more skipping school/ lessons. absorb everything like a vacuum cleaner.
i want to be a happy person!!