my cousin called today, asking me whether im interested to go malaysia to study professional japanese language it is a 4 year course. it sound quite interesting. as i do not have a realistic goal for my life yet. but i know when i got there, im gonna lost my freedom and im gonna miss everybody in singapore. 4 years!! it 4 years.
my mother, although she was naggy
my sister and him although we always quarrel
my father although i thinks that he hates me
my friends and friend and more friends although i know someday we might lost contact.
but it really sound quite interesting to me and like at least somebody can cure my asthma and somebody to stop me from doing those naughty stuff.
what am i gonna do? should i go over? or stay here??
i want to have a bright future, i dont want to lost a good chance.
IM REALLY CONFUSE.